Baksetball.

I have not thought about it for v long.

Everything happens for a reason. I have always believed in this statement. Call it self-pity or whatever. I will never be able to apprehend, one leg after another. Each time I receive a notification from the group 'NJC basketball' on fb, it feels as if someone has just pinched me. Never bothered to check out what's the latest update, what's going on. Not that I do not care, not that I do not want to be part of such a warm community, I just do not see myself being part of it. I want to go back for training just like any normal person or just be part of the supporting squad at matches. I really wish them well for the competition they are currently in or the upcoming ones. There is something about NJ bball -The Spirit. They'll shine, the young ones. I gotta admit, I'm in awe of such great aura.

Initially, I had much to say when I first started on this post, sad chunk of words, but not anymore for now. Sometimes, I really loathe myself for being jealous of someone, for being angry at someone. This absurd attitude of mine has to change. I was never good to begin with. Funny how I thought I was. I kept fighting but to no avail.

The only conclusion that I am able to gather -Never Cut Out For It.

So, I'm gonna move forward and not look back anymore.