Today is one

FUCKED UP DAY.

I've been feeling so damn angry for the whole day, that I lost it while talking about it. Nothing bad happened to kick start the whole mood, it just came to me after my driving lesson. Scorching weather. Weak knees. Idiots who do not know how to reciprocate. Met the Mum, had lunch & followed her around to do errands. MY MOOD did heightened & became a lot better. But it didn't last for long. Fat lazy malay lady like chasing me out of the make-up section. Dumb impatient malay cab driver. I'm not being racist, it just happened to be. Messy room. Omfg, I really was on the verge of screaming out loud, so loud that my whole block turns deaf. Packed my room for the rest of the afternoon and into the evening. &I got so frustrated w tomorrow's outing that I just decided not to go at all. I wonder if they actually realised I just underwent an op, FYI a LEG-related one. All the way to Bukit Timah just for someone else, when is it going to be me? 1.5 hours of travelling time w 2 weak knees. Unbelievable, how can they be so ignorant? I'm not asking for pity or what, just a little consideration. You may say I've been travelling a lot all over the place BUT that's because I've no choice or there'll be someone w me, who I can just cling on to at anytime whenever I feel unstable. If you feel like countering this, you should just stfu because I'll totally bitch slap you. Go experience what I've been going through.

I'm so angry I could cry. Really. I did.

Today was a really bad day, sigh.

Busy week ahead!

Monday (today) :

-Visited Serene, that horrible woman doesn't wna take med nor see a doc. Lepaked @her place. Looked at her old photos, the irritating/annoying/mischievous baby face! Made a last minute decision to have Sakae. Mentai was HEAVEN I swear. (If Bao had it, he would have jizz face. LOL)

Tuesday :

-Driving in the morning

-Popular to get assessment book for tuition kid

-Tuition in the evening

Wednesday:

-Meet Serene, supposed to drop SMU shit, BUT SHAM DELAY, by not being able to gimme my referral letter today! ): Must rush all over the place on Thursday!!!

Thursday:

-Physio

-Doc Appointment

-Follow Mum do mani/pedicure

-Drop SMU shit

-Tuition in the evening

Friday:

-Driving in the morning

-Spend the whole day praying for Bao to book out that night!!!

Saturday:

-Meet up w old clique for lunch

-Dinner w Bao & his friends!!!

Sunday:

-Tuition in the morning

-Sure meet Bao before he books in AGAIN

Driving aside, I'm looking forward to everything else. Taking thoughts off mind? You can say so too.

A sure story

Weekends was quite awesome. Especially FRIDAY NIGHT! Baby booked out around 7plus and stayed over(: We bought Carl's Jnr for dinner.

OH OH OH WAIT! Lemme share w everyone what I DID BEFORE HE CAME. I was being a typical housewife doing spring cleaning for my room. Vacuumed & Mopped the floor till its so sparkling, as you can see(: Cleared both my dustbins, yes I've 2 dustbins in ma room. Changed my bedsheet and arranged everything neatly! SO TIDY RIGHT RIGHT?!

That's ma babyyyyyyyy!!! Look at the fat face!

That's me, like duh! SO pretty, how not to recognise?!

Us♥

If only he brought his tweety shirt too, then we can couple tee together!

My baby is sucha light sleeper mannnn, I didnt dare to toss and turn all over! Once, I just sat up to put the blanket over him and he woke up immediately. Bad Bad. Thank god I'm a damn heavy sleeper! Draw on my face also I won't know:O Yes, I was still awake when he fell asleep because I'm SO USED TO sleeping at 4plus 5am and that night, we lights out around 1plus. My bao was exhausted, awake for 20 hours already. I managed to fall asleep I think, but it wasn't easy! I only slept super soundly from 4-10plus. Anw, I've free shuttle service from my room to the toilet. Me being a lazy ass, I would rather hold my bladder and carry on lying in bed than to go to the toilet to pee. The Bao will piggyback me to the toilet!!!! hehe so sweet right? ((:

Had macs for brunch! Shaker Fries + Cinnamon melts.

So handsome ♥

Saturday: Slept in the afternoon and went to SBC to catch NJ's Alumni Team first match of some competition. It has been long since I last watch a basketball game. Homed and slept at 1am!

Sunday: Tuition in the morning, GOT LOST SOMEWHERE IN PASIRRIS. Morning exercise for me man. Bought lunch to Bao's house. Watched him do his Uni apps.

Showing off his muscles again! &look at how fair I am compared to him!

I'm so adorable.

After his place, we headed over back to mine again for DINNER! Lepak awhile before he left. The sian-est time that ever existed is when its time for him to leave and get his ass back into the damn camp.

♥ you baby!

Too Fine

I'm beautiful because you say I am.

I'm smart because you believe I am.

I'm am what I am because you make me what I am.

Without you, I've no idea how I could take whatever that has been going on in stride. In fact, I am handling everything so calmly that it kinda freaks me out. I do not worry as much as I'm supposed to be, because I know you're there. I get by my boring and restless days by looking forward to your every message. I do everything knowing that you are there. Such assurance is simply undescribable. I don't know if you're the reason that I'm still holding it together, but it has to be.

When you feel like killing someone,

think of God Being Fair.

I did that today and felt a whole lot better! Some might be an ass to treat me like crap, BUT 'God Is Fair' that's why their face like that. Oh fuck, I feel so damn mean. I don't care lah, I've been holding back alot for fear of KARMA~~~ &karma has alr hit me, just look at my results.

I shan't talk about today. I shall talk about yesterday.

Satisfied my Macs Breakfast craving w Serene. Jalan pasar malam in search for CHEAP iphone covers. GongCha. Headed back to ma place and do ANNOYING UNI APPS!

Left home w Sereney & I met up w Carmen&Warren. They two so cute! Had Fish&Co, that's my virgin trip there! Omg the portions there are supa huge. I ate till my stomach wna explode. Good catch-up(:

We had ice-cream before parting ways!

Warren, MY BUDDY IN SCHOOL! He is one awesome companion man. We've like Math, Chem and Bio lessons together. Oh and plenty of common breaks. He accompanied me to run at odd timings during the beginning of last year! Yknw the period when I was getting back to being FIT. Touched ttm.

That's Carmy! Me class girlfriend(:

I can't w8 to meet ma baby tomorrow. He coming to stayover. I can hug him, squeeze him for the whole night!!!!! ♥

I am titanium~~

Busy week.

As much as I dislike to leave everything I love behind, somewhere at the back of my head, a voice is telling me to not leave out the overseas option. Facing up to reality, my grades are on the edge. Considering all the opportunities available, seems like my only option. No harm applying I guess. I am always pushing such decisions to the last minute. If its meant to be, its meant to be. Leave it all to fate.

I hesitate because....because its worth hesitating.

Oh gosh, I never fail to put myself in such situations.

Another unique version of "If I Die Young"

What attracted me to this, was at time 2.29-2.31!

Current FAV song(:

Acceptance is a joy

In the afternoon, I followed the mum to pick my bro up from school. Then followed the bro to choose his new specs.

Whole family (xcept the dad) met up at tampines and we all watched our bro TRIM his hair! haha LOOK AT HIS OUTFIT for cutting his hair! Like some clown.

That's the power four after the fat bro has trimmed his hair!

Ate at Lenas at Tampines1(: The food is really not bad, better than Swensons. It was good family bonding.

Rushed to meet the Bao around 5pm! Followed him back to his place,quickly showered and all before heading out again. Had dinner at some Jap restaurant at Yio Chu Kang w his FAMILY! I rlly luv sushi man. It was good(: Oh and it was also the first time eating w his fam, stress man! Things got alot better after awhile. Went back to his place again, lepak awhile before he has to pack his stuffs AGAIN for book-in): His dad send me back before sending the ball to his camp(:

It felt good spending time together w his family. I just need to brush up on my Mandarin Speaking. Sigh, WHAT A BIG WEAKNESS.

My baby looks so tired in the picture above. I know he is):

Spending just merely 5hours w the Bao was more than satisfying, enough to make my week(: May friday quickly come and he'll be out again. I missed him so much for the past 6days.

My Handsome Hotty(:

I know he luvs me dearly♥

Everyday in camp, he looks forward to that short period before his lights out. During that short period of break, he has to bathe, write in his journal, pack his stuff for the next day, call his mum & lastly call me. He rushes through everything except the last, so as to have maximum talk time w me. Rush to th toilet, rush through his bath, skip night snacks. He makes it a point to text me every morning and drop a sweet goodnight msg after our phone call every night. Doesn't matter if it was already lights out, he would do it sneakily before finally heading to bed. He'd try his v best to text me at any time of the day whenever he is free &most of the time, it would be while he is shitting. haha so cute(: He'd do his ultimate best to be there for me as much as possible. My point is, he does all these just for me & I really do appreciate whatever he has done. A person has to be blind to not notice such love. I will not let go, not someone that loves me wholeheartedly, so genuinely &faithfully, never.

NUS Open House

Gosh the train journey was sucha disaster, I kept on having to change trains just to get to Kent Ridge MRT. @Habourfront mrt, MELINDACHANKARWEI poked me and started LOL-ing, like literally, at my ROBOT LEG! So mean right that woman!

Anw met Serene @ Kent Ridge MRT and took the shuttle service to NUS. First place that we headed to the moment we stepped foot in NUS, was the Food Bazaar. Bought drinks and chicken. Some guy came up to us and got us to write our particulars down so that they could contact us w regards about the updates of the SPORTS CAMP. I'm quite interested in that!!! Oh and he also tore his ACL before, because he asked about my leg. You know, I actually do feel v out of place wearing sucha bulky leg brace around. People will just give me weird stares which makes me feel so uncomfortable. I ignore them all. So it actually felt good when someone asks about my leg and tells me that he has gone thru that before too, alas, someone knows what its like to be in my situation.

Went to the exhibition hall and spent like more than an hour there enquiring the different courses. I've not walked that much for sucha long time! Leg was aching! Waited for Jaime and Shiya to come. We all headed to the sports hall. Gave our particulars to so many people that I lost track of what we've signed up for. I WNA GO EUSOFF HALL's CAMP!!!

Lemme share smth awesome. We were signing up for the EUSOFF's camp when suddenly some guy asked if I tore my ACL. I was like yeah I did and we kinda engaged in a small conversation w regards to my injury. Apparently he also tore his and asked why didn't I do my op at SGH and I was like, 'Oh i went back to the same doc who operated on my the other leg.' At that point of time Serene Jaime and Shiya were like whispering amongst themselves, so I decided to just like end the convo by walking towards them and said bye to this guy. Well, he said 'Bye and takecare!' When I joined the 3 fools, they were like teasing me for dk what also! & only later, after we left the open house and reached Kent Ridge MRT, DID I FOUND OUT THAT THE GUY WHO SPOKE TO ME WAS SHAWN LEE FROM THE SHOW I NOT STUPID. Those 3 fools knew that that was Shawn lee all the while & best part of all they thought I KNEW, BUT I DIDN'T! OMG UNBELIEVABLE! But he's quite cute luh >< HAHAHA if bao sees this, he would be oh-so-jealous! LOL

Shiya left and we headed to VIVO for SOUPSPOON! Craving satisfied. So super full man!

Went up to the rooftop to sort the NUS stuffs and lepaked. Chatted and we told Serene about our NJ life. It was good reminiscing all those funny moments. Come to think of it, we're such horrible students in NJ. Oh well.

That's us!(:

Cabbed back. Finally Home Sweet Home. What a tiring day man! NOW I FINALLY UNDERSTAND THE PAIN OF MY BOYFRIEND. W him, I wouldn't have to carry the bag full of brochures. &what more, I luv taking almost everything like some AUNTY. haha. I need my bao w me when I attend such events! Eh no, I need my bao all the time lah!

Time Check: 3.10am.

Finally I can sleep till whatever time I want. Need a good break man. Zero plans tomorrow Xcept to wait for my baby's phonecall! Miss himmmmmmm ♥

Phoon's Birthday - 29th Jan 2012

My baby turns 19!

It was quite easy planning what to do w him on his BIRTHDAY! All I did was just go online and bought 2 tix to the UNIVERSAL STUDIO! The chalet celebration w his friends was more of a chore BECAUSE....you shall read about it in another post(:

Back to topic,

I left house quite early, headed to his place &waited for him at the playground beside his block! He came down and I sang him a birthday song w my melodious voice~~~ Oh btw, I bought him a slice of Tiramisu from Bakerzin the day before(:

Made our way to USS & that's where we enjoyed ourselves to the MAXIMUM. Reached there probably around 10plus in the morning. Collected our tix from some special booth and that's us w it!

This shot was taken by him. He claims that this look really artistic and insisted that I do not delete it. So cute ♥

@the entrance! Honestly, I was secretly really really excited & couldn't w8 to get both our asses into USS!

The very first ride we rode on was the TRANSFORMERZ! I swear it was really awesome taking it for the first time. We queued for this ride the longest as compared to the rest but it was worth the wait. It is a 3D ride, everything felt so so real. Luv the drop down some building the best!

Bao after his first ride in USS(:

Awwww so sweet right? He kissed me in front of a transformer! LOL

Headed to catch the BATTLESTAR GALACTICA! I didnt sit this ride the v first time I went there because it wasn't open. So i was very much hyped about taking both the CYLON and HUMAN!!!

We sat the Cylon first!!! I swear the scariest moment is not during the ride BUT that short period as you get your ass on to the seat and await for the ride to begin. Without fail, I would always ask myself 'WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF' & TADA the ride has started. The first drop was really breath-taking. I screamed non-stop! It was good. This ride is really really good!

Human was next! It is less thrilling than the Cylon because there's no upside down turns or whatever. BUT I felt that it was scarier than Cylon BECAUSE the seat feels so insecure. I had totally no idea where to put my hands. Like I've no idea where to grab! &omfg, The First Drop was the worst. Scared the balls outta me. The subsequent turns and twists were fine(: This ride is not bad tooo!

Went to take the Revenge of the Mummies after all the REAL ROLLER COASTERS. This was like my fav ride when I first went to USS, I sat this like 4-5 times. Sat this and Bao said it was no kick. Of course no kick lah, already sat all the mind-blowing ones! Took pictures((:

Then went to walk the Hollywood street as we waited to catch the Monster Rock show. My bao's body soooo hot, shirt wna burst alr. heh

His sexy back.

We kept laughing at Frankenstein lah! Inertia started kicking in. We were a little exhausted because we've not eaten anything since morning except for the Tiramisu cake. Decided to grab some lunch first before continuing w our adventure. On the way out, we caught the mascots!

Had Chicken Biryani. It was soso, the serving was quite little and it was quite EX! So I wouldn't recommend people to get this! Drank down two large cups of coke, thirsty to the max! Regained our energy soon after. & we were like 'OKAY TIME TO ATTACK USS!!!!' hahaha!

♥

JIZZ FACE! I wonder what turned him on.

So sad, there was this boat ride in the Jurassic Park section that I really wna sit but there was some issue w it so they stop operating):

That's me sitting like an aunty under some shade looking at the USS MAP! Planning our next move uh!

Bao upskirting that freaking Mummy statue. How lame can my boyfriend get?!

The only attractive thingy at the Madagascar portion was the performance whereby the penguins shook from side to side. I seriously love the PENGUINS, they so cute! I really don't mind working as the penguin mascot man. BUT I THINK I'M TOO TALL!

After sitting most of the rides (giving those kiddy ones a miss), we went to sit the thrilling rides again! Cylon! Human! Revenge of Mummies x2! Transformerz! Then Cylon again! Then Human again!

Me: 'Eh lets sit the Revenge of the Mummies again!'

Bao: 'Huh really ah? I sit that until wna GIDDY ALR'

&the reason was not because that the ride itself was taking a toll on him BUT more of the repetition of the Mummy story. He freaking memorised what the Mummies in the ride said & mimicked them throughout the whole ride. How embarrassing.

Me: 'Okay fine! Let's sit the Human then!'

So Human again! Dinosaur ride x2(the one that we're hanging in the air)!

Then it was time for the road show which concludes our day at the USS. We were not exactly interested in that. We were busy scurrying around like idiots trying to make our way to the Cylon roller coaster. Hoping to catch the last ride or smth. There were many places that we couldn't cross because of the road show, so it was kinda like an adventure making our way there. Finally the dumb road show was over and we managed to catch the last Cylon ride! Luv that ride the most!

Lastly CYLON AGAIN!

We sat like:

-Cylon x4

-Human x4

-Revenge of the mummies x3

-Transformerz x2

-Dinosaur x2

-Mini Dragon roller coaster

-&other slightly less significant rides!

Hung around USS, took a slow stroll and camwhored around(:

W sucha kid-like face, no one will believe he's 19!

♥

If only USS was bigger & operated till later hours & has more roller coasters!

That's our take-away. It is hung to our keys(:

OH OH, you know during most of the Battlestar Galactica rides, my baby would scream lika crow to irritate the hell outta me and I HAD TO USE MY HANDS TO COVER HIS MOUTH DURING THE RIDE. He tickled me and pad my head during the ride too. I know we're sucha weird couple for doing such retarded things during a ROLLER COASTER RIDE:o

The end of the day! I'm sure my baby enjoyed himself(:

We obviously have couple face!!! HAHAHA

I ♥ u, so deeply.