Labyrinthine

Almost impossible to explain, hard for others to decipher. I dont want to feel this way, it would really be a miracle if there was another being which understands such complex emotions. It is some sort of tangled feeling similar to a pull-push theory.

I am back frm aussie! It was a rlly tiring trip w activities lined up every single day, for the past 7 days. I'm just glad to be home, lying on my own bed, being closer to my boyfriend and feeling as part of the majority. In australia, majority are caucasians and omgosh, they are all almost perfect. I feel like an ugly duckling there! The most relieving thing of all is that i get to see my baby again, gonna meet my love tomorrow. I've ftt tmrw so he is gonna be my personal bodyguard and follow me arnd!(:

Im gonna hug kiss smell and squeeze his chubby cheeks the moment i see him tnrw!

Nights world, i'm dead beat.